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Winds of Change

Part – Un

How would you feel, if you wake up one morning, go to your kitchen to make some coffee for yourself and cannot find your coffee machine at the same spot where you left it last night?

Seems straight from the scene of How I Met Your Mother when Lily moves in with Ted and Marshall.

Well, it’s going to be the same for me from tomorrow evening. No more reason to get up every morning and dreadfully running up and down my place and get ready because my friends would be waiting for me at the Metro station. Numerous messages being exchanged midst “Where are you?”, “How much time till Kashmere Gate?” “Wait for me at McD” “He won’t let us enter the class if we are 5 mins late” etc.

No more reason to bunk to meet your college sweetheart and go out and have fun.

Part – Deux

The part where Lily leaves Marshall for San Francisco only to make each other realize how much they honestly love each other so much. Well the latter comes later.

You know you are meant to be together and things are running perfectly normal, but then all of a sudden, you realize, I need to go out and see the world. Get to know whether I still have the capability to achieve what I desire. Then within a span of few minutes, your priorities just change, you feel trapped because the way you saw your life to be maybe few years back, hasn’t really turned out the way you expected to be. Reason – because you madly fell in love with someone and their priorities became your priorities without they even asking you to change it.

I guess it happens with most of us. Well most may include only 5-10% of the population but still.

You have grown so habitual to waking up at mornings, receiving sweet messages from them to make your day. Or you have someone who can listen to all your complains without a single word, listen to all your weird fantasies without blinking an eye, someone you can run up to when you need to cry or hug. Sad days will become days to strengthen yourself by just keeping it to yourselves or happy days will still be just a simple single “yeay” days because you don’t have someone special to show it off too.

You do know that you still love that person the same way you used to.

I’m already bored writing this. I’m so bored. And I still have one day of college left. With my exam. 😛 I feel so dumb. Maybe I’ll continue this later. 😛

Or maybe not. I know you get bored too by reading me crib all freaking day long! 😛

PS: Try adding silly random tags. Feels awesome. 😀

Finally. Few days left for the college to be over. And so is my lamenting saga associated with it.

To think of it now, I’ll miss it. Miss my dilapidated building, slower than snail fans, wretched teachers (ok, maybe not), last and most important of all – my friends. These 4 years, just passed by without even our notice. Each day, learning something new without even realizing how it would affect me later. The more I hated it, the more it taught me. Finally settled out in a group of 7 amazing girls, who made my life so much simpler and fun.

Our farewell was a blast. I would give it a 20 on 10. All the teary eyes, hugs, picture sessions, cake, dance what not! I even cried after feeling like a heartless little kid for around 2 hours. 😛 But it was worth it all.

For me, my friends are the only people I care about. Even more than my relationship. Which is kind of mean of me (Yes. I AM A BITCH).

But it’s the end. One part of it. A shell broken to make some room for myself and to prepare to break another.

If you still ask me, Engineering still sucks. And I would probably suggest all people out there whom I secretly loathe, to take up this field in his/her profession, but otherwise no. I’ll probably lock them up until they don’t get that idea out of their mind. 😛

I love my college *just got a mini heart attack thinking that I could ever write this stuff*. May be more than college I’ll miss my friends. Who made me turn for the way I am right now! 🙂

Some Just few fun filled moments which makes me all woozy. 😛 In a good way. *just for clarification purposes* I don’t want to cry.

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I’m the naughty one, without the pout! 😛

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My two life givers. Adity, Ambalika, Me. Look at my fat tummy! Yes. I’m a girl and I do cry over it. 😛